Beyond the Thither Boundaries of Ourselves Lies . . .

23 01 2009

 This need to dance this need to kneel

 A generous colleague and friend, D.J. (with initials like those, how he could he not be?), once gifted me during my days of recovery from a recently passed surgery, a collection of poetry by Denise Levertov.  Culling from a wide range of her previously published work, Levertov assembled a group of religiously-minded poems meant really as an occasional book–something one would pick up to read a poem or two when wanting or needing that type of aesthetic voice, but not a collection she saw necessarily as a cohesive whole.

Over the time since I’ve received the book (titled The Stream & the Sapphire ), I’ve done just that:  two poems here, another there.  I can’t say that my fascinations and concerns (more on those, to be sure, at some point in the future) neatly parallel with Levertov’s, but her wonderment and journey of–toward? about?–faith certainly shine through each of the poems I’ve read.

As some may know, I currently work–and learn–as a chaplain resident at a VA hospital.  With this environment invariably come memories of my own medical center stays; happily, though, one of them is the visit of D.J. and receiving Levertov’s small collection.

I take this opportunity, then, to thank D.J. for the kindness of that gesture and to copy one of Levertov’s poems here:

Of Being

         

I know this happiness

is provisional:

 

                               the looming presences–

                               great suffering, great fear—

 

                                withdraw only

                                into peripheral vision:

 

                but ineluctable this shimmering

                of wind in the blue leaves:

 

                the flood of stillness

                widening the lake of sky:

 

                this need to dance,

                this need to kneel:

                                                      this mystery:

 

 

 

Thank you, Dan.  Your gift of self and verse continues to serve its purpose.

 

DAJ





Twilight of the . . .

20 01 2009

Government Property Always Looks Prettier at Night . . .

Without further delay, I present the first patently cycling-related post of this blog (photos of Ro-Ro on his Skuut notwithstanding):

I walked all over the land I hope to use for a cyclocross race–really, event weekend–this coming fall.  The photo above gives a beauty-shot peek of the locale at dusk.  Purty, ain’t it?  Brutal, though, describes any course laid out here:  up, really up, down, really down, camber, zig-zag, labyrinth, and maybe a custom bridge so the course can figure 8.

Sigh, it can’t happen soon enough . . . let’s hope it all continues to fall into place.

DAJ





Not My Idea of Fun

18 01 2009

 

Not-so-stiff lower lip

KJ (my S.O.) does not enjoy weekends.  Yes, you heard right, and yes, it’s a long story.  That generally means that Friday night through Monday morning are a practice in patience and perseverance. 

Once again, a Ro-Ro photo (ha!) aptly captures the internal mood state.  (And on a side note, I’ll say that generally he gets along with Jas, but he hadn’t had breakfast yet, and was not quite ready for social interaction.  A boy after my own heart.).

DAJ





No, Really, I’m Fine In Here . . .

8 01 2009

I've built my fort and I'm just going to chill here for a while

So, road trip #1 of 2 coming up.  Ro-ro has quickly taken and ensconced himself in his new fortress of solitude.

I’m still looking, and longing, for mine.

DAJ





How Much Can We Take On?

5 01 2009
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I only wish that the strain I feel myself under was generated by picking amongst novelties.  But alas, such is not the case.

After Ro-Ro picked up the truck, I could tell–even from the back of him–that he was asking himself, “Okay, what do I do now?” 

My sentiments exactly.

DAJ





Immaculate WordPress

3 01 2009

A Brand New World

Unless wordpress randomly brought you to this page, chances are you typed immaculatecontraptions.org .  Don’t worry, you’re in the right place.  The .org will henceforth be this blog, while the .com will remain the woefully out-of-date site that’s been up for years.

More to come, but it’s late already.

DAJ








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